Wheil. In very few more pageviews, I'll be havin my 6K kiriban. I guess, whoever catches gets a quick sketch, since a few of my normal watcher people are away at Yomacon.

It's an odd feeling to be just arriving at 6K. I know lots of people who reach higher numbers in time much shorter than the 3 years I've been on dA. One of my friends has been on for 3 years as well, and has 67,922 pageviews. My dear Dani has a grand total of 15,750, and she was only on for like one day longer. xDDD

I don't draw nearly as much as they do. Well that's a lie. I draw just as much, I just never submit stuff. lol I'm such a lazy bum. { I only have 190-sumthin deviations xDD }

so um. just a sketch, nothin fancy. lol like I said, lazy. xDDD if you catch it, you can request it in rainbow too though.

I.... can't do my biology homework.
Why?
It's not biology, it's chemistry. And it's not even in the book.

and if it's not done by tomorrow 2nd hour in school, I have to sit out in the hallway until it's done.

Never mind the fact that I simply don't understand a damn thing unless she {my teacher} explains it to us... I can't leave a single thing blank, or it's into the hall and she continues her lectures without me, further limiting my knowlage.

I just spent over an hour and a half trying to figure this out, so you can't say I didn't try...

I would call, but it's too late to do that... I can't even leave a message on the discussion board because there's no link for me to make a new discussion to express my inability to learn. My mom even looked at my stuff and couldn't help.
So what am I gunna do?





Oh by the way, Hello everyone... I know I haven't been online as much since school started, but things like this have kinda kept happening to me... -sigh- I feel really lonely, too... I just want someone to love me and hold me, someone to make me feel small and like they'll protect me so that I can relax and depend on someone else. I want to be able to be carefree and be the protected for once, not the protector. I want to be able to kiss someone without feeling shame or lust, just pure love and caring. I.... I feel like I'm breaking down, although that's just my current feeling. I want someone to hold me in their arms and tell me it's okay and truly believe that it is. I want someone to set me straight and finally curb me from my harmful ways.. I want someone close enough to touch, someone who will be right there... Someone who can make me fall in love with them madly and not stop loving them...

I want to fall in Lindsey's arms... I want to kiss Dani on the lips... I want to hold Tryst in my arms for no reason... I want a boy to cuddle me with pure intentions and feelings... I want Brooke to do something to make me smile... I want KT to hold me while I sleep... I want Brandy and Julia to be friends again... I want Fry's family to care... I want my mom's arms... I want the tree behind Byron and Kelsey's church... I want that tiny 2 foot tall pool in the backyard in the summertime filled with cheap chlorine... I want Daisy to curl up to my while I sleep... I want Kira to laugh with me... I want my artistic talent from a few years ago... I want to cry without a reason... I want someone to find my heart... I want a soul that cares about the right things... I want a green thumb... I... I want to see the good in life and be an optimist... I want to be warm for my friends so that they can use me as a heater... I want my nose to stop running... I want to sing without ridicule... I want to fall asleep in that patch of sun.. I want to watch the clouds..


-sniff sniff wipe nose- I'm sorry.. I got a little carried away there.... -wraps arms around self- I just needed to let that all out, I guess....

[link] sign the petition to stop Koreans from killing dogs brutally for meat!!




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FreeRice has two goals:
1. Provide English vocabulary to everyone for free.
2. Help end world hunger by providing rice to hungry people for free.

a great way to improve your vocabulary, no? :3

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1 billion for 1 billion. The numbers are amazing!

lol random

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anyways first things first. -ahem-

Happy birfday to me
I like to climb trees~
to rain when I gotta bike is just mean
but at least now I'm six-teen!

Well, I twas sixteen on monday {teh 24th } but I never got the chance to get online yesterday or then. So I did eet nao. :3 I got lots of delicious mofo stuff, like..
~Klonoa, +Anima bk.8, hair straightener, Clover megamanga (all 4 in one), Samurai 7 full anime, Samurai 7 bk.1, Grave of the Fireflies, Mastermind (amazing game), $95, a sketchpad, a little kitty figure, a pillow, the best birthday card in the world, a packet of colored sand, Nausicaa of the valley of Wind, and the assurance that I have the best family and friends a girl could have. :3

I love you all... thank you very much for this wonderful, sweet 16 I had.

on another note,

WHELL SHIT SON IT'S RAINING. I AM DISAPPOINT.

lol anywhoo. So today, I introduced Art, my soon-to-be stepdad, to furries. HE LOVES THEM. So, I told him about anthrocon, and he wanted to take us next year! But we're doing something then, so we can't go to anthrocon. :[ But. We might be able to go to Furry Connection North! I'm just crossing my fingers. xD I didn't know he would be that easy to convert to the fandom. Anyways, now we just gotta work on my mom. She'll be harder to convert, but I think if we get her some rotweiler stuff, I think she'll be fine. x3 -wiggle- I'm soo excited!